Montreal-based artist APACALDA, the musical alias of singer-songwriter Cassandra Angheluta, has released her latest single, “She’s Not Coming,” a haunting and deeply introspective track that delves into the hidden struggles of mental health and the devastating reality of suicide. Blending dark psychedelic tones with alternative pop, the song is a poignant exploration of the dissonance between outward appearances and inner turmoil. Accompanied by a striking music film by Montreal filmmaker Maïlis, “She’s Not Coming” is a powerful addition to APACALDA’s growing body of work, further solidifying her as an emerging talent in the indie and electronic pop scenes.
From the opening notes, “She’s Not Coming” immerses listeners in a brooding, atmospheric soundscape. Gritty guitar riffs intertwine with trance-like synths, creating a sonic backdrop that mirrors the restless spirit of the song’s protagonist. APACALDA’s ethereal vocals glide over the instrumentation, delivering lyrics that are both haunting and deeply empathetic. The track’s dark, melancholic tone is balanced by moments of beauty, capturing the complexity of its subject matter with nuance and sensitivity.
Lyrically, the song tells the story of a woman who, despite her outward devotion to God, chooses to end her life. APACALDA’s storytelling is raw and unflinching, shedding light on the pervasive nature of suicidality and the often-hidden struggles behind a stoic exterior. Lines like “She’s not coming, she’s not coming back” resonate with a heartbreaking finality, while the song’s layered production invites listeners to reflect on the emotional weight of its message.
The accompanying music film, directed by Maïlis, adds another dimension to the track, bringing its themes to life through visual storytelling. The film’s inclusion in platforms like Beyond The Short, Directors Library, and Girls in Film underscores the artistic and emotional depth of APACALDA’s work, further amplifying the song’s impact.
“She’s Not Coming” is a testament to APACALDA’s ability to alchemize personal and emotional traumas into art. Drawing from her Romanian heritage—her stage name, meaning “warm water,” reflects her desire to reconnect with inner calm amidst chaos—APACALDA crafts music that is both deeply personal and universally resonant. Her unique blend of indie, electronic pop, and new wave post-punk creates a sound that is melancholic, dreamy, and hauntingly beautiful.
